it has been oh-so-very-long. so very long. i have been away awhile. the words have not been there. not quite reaching my lips or finger tips.
the last very-many posts on this site were not heart rich either… indicative, i think.
there has been a lot in life. a lot of learning. a lot of falling. a lot of needing. a lot of hoping. a lot of sorrow. a lot of heaviness.
so much is up in the air. decisions to be made. steps to be taken. questions to be asked and (hopefully) answered.
missing solid brothers and sisters my age. it was so easy with cru… they were everywhere. but a life of ease was not what i was promised. a life of ease was not what i left everything behind for.
pray for guidance and discernment dear ones, please.
may we meditate tonight on the last five words of john 16:33.
